It's not cause I want share my personal things, just ignore it
Maybe people knew me as a strong woman, but behind that strong case.. I'm a ready-to-brake- fragile woman. I never can stop my tears for every touch moment. Like this night, how can I sleep when I miss my husband?
Being in long distance relationship for 1,5years wasn't an easy day to face up. Until the day we tied the knot. We are together in marriage life but not in real life. I have to be separated again, for the second time. And after a marriage life? It's hardest thing I ever do! When sun rise up, i want kiss my husband and say good morning. Make bfast for him, prepare his clothes before go to work. Giggling when breakfast, waiting him come home and cook dish that he like. Share about our day, and end up hugging each other until aun call us again. But I can't do it right now.
Marriage life not as easy as I think on Disney story. This is the beginning to walk only with him, arrange plan and try to make it happen. Marriage life is to complete each other. Take the imperfection to a perfect life. Make the difference to a harmony. And me... for us who have different nationality, it's a challange. And for us who in long distance, it's a start to be more tough n tougher.
When people said technology now are can done anything. What I feel when I only get virtual hug when I am done, it can't stop my tears. It makes it more n more. When I need support kiss, I only get it on whatsapp. Don't me feel like an ironman ?!
Dear time, I hope you flies fast. Dear my husband, please keep your heart. Cheers me up when I am down. Singing love song when I am miss you. Send me romantic words when I feel alone. Boost ur patience when I start lost my temper. Only you who can do that. Thank you for everything.
